Rensyui

''The Neo Nexus leader Ren, however, did not have any connections or history that made her fit for this role. She did not have any special training or practical talent and she was just chosen for her consistent and fine performance she had demonstrated over the years. While that was commendable, it was also arguable because she was known to be emotional. Was it okay for one to choose a leader like this? What the head chief of Primordial Paradox was seeing in her was quite the mystery.''

The leader of Neo Nexus.

Personality

 * Devoted
 * Her purpose of wanting to contribute to the safety and betterment of society keeps her very motivated in serving the organization in any way she is asked—all for the greater good
 * Responsible
 * Handles her tasks and obligations very seriously, and is sure to be honest with her work. Also remembers to be mindful about her well being (takes extra good care of herself)
 * Resilient
 * Ren may be small in size and weak on an emotional level, but she is quick to bounce back until she is no longer in shape to continue. She is a tank after all!
 * Sensitive / observant
 * Be it feeling, behavior, or thinking, she is very aware and careful of people around her (she lacks insight, however, so she often ignores or misinterprets it)
 * Honest
 * Ren can be pretentious and she can hide certain things about herself, but she has yet to learn how to lie about her feelings. She can try, but is often horrible at suppressing them for long periods and Ren's feelings are fated to surface overtime
 * Repressed
 * Be it past or current negative experiences, Ren keeps a lot of her deeper realizations / troubles unconsciously hidden; it’s also what makes Ren somewhat naive and her understandings shallow
 * Delicate (emotionally)
 * Despite being trained and being competent in the battle field, any sharp remarks or rocky situations with a fellow teammate may hurt her
 * Emotional
 * Goes hand in hand with her fragile and sensitive side. Even over situations that may seem inevitable or insignificant to another, she is prone to reacting outwardly
 * Wishful
 * Ren is rather nihilistic but in desperate times she still has the tendency to hope for happenings that are like miracles (averts from reality)
 * Impatient
 * She tends to grow frustrated when she hopes or has expectations from events, people, and herself
 * Clingy
 * Is capable of doing things on her own, but she depends on others and their company whenever she can to feel safe

Biography
Tw / cw: neglect, abandonment, death + murder (human + animal), trauma

"Tldr; Ren was abandoned by her mother at age 7 -> Ren dies + develops trauma / zoophobia while she tries to survive -> ward police finds her -> sent to an orphanage -> Ren applies to PP to be useful / have a purpose" Primordial Paradox being a government funded, Monster Extermination organization with high reputation was of course no place for people with no resolve. The headquarters and laboratory were located within the center ward where all the main production took place, surrounded by neighboring wards that housed members of certain class—the upper were kept close and the lower abducted from the core. Applicants who wished to be a part of the monster hunt were humans, cyborgs, and android from various wards, and those who were deemed competent were then accepted to be trained in one of the three sectors within: namely, Sigma Sigil, Neo Nexus, and Requiem Reversal. Each subgroup with their own specialty. The branch leaders of the respective groups were given more hefty responsibilities compared to the rest, and sure enough, certain expectations and assumptions were made on the commanders by the members regarding competence and experience. The Neo Nexus leader Ren, however, did not have any connections or history that made her fit for this role. She did not have any special training or practical talent and she was just chosen for her consistent and fine performance she had demonstrated over the years. While that was commendable, it was also arguable because she was known to be emotional. Was it okay for one to choose a leader like this? What the head chief of Primordial Paradox was seeing in her was quite the mystery.

As for Ren's past, Rensyui was a toss away child. She was a resident in the 12th ward until she was thrown out to the 16th ward by her mother. The cause? It was Ren's uncontrollable crying. It was nothing new since she was always a very emotional girl, but the lack of care had caused her to react more dramatically. It was one of the few occasions when Ren could not help but to cry in hopes of getting her mother's attention and affection, but of course, after 7 years of neglect, her mother was not going to be any more empathetic after seeing another fit. So she went to visit the outmost ward and into the junkyard to leave her there. She had enough, and had decided Ren was not worth the headache.

Luckily for Ren, no matter how hard she cried and suffered, this world would not let her end so easy. Ren's first death was not too long after she was abandoned when she went out to go roam for food and she had gotten attacked by a dog. Ren was only 7 by then, and being so young she could not properly register the event. She was fine when she woke, and it was easily dismissed as a nightmare. Her mother had never spoken to her about death, and Ren was never exposed to the concept prior. Her fear however, did develop, and it only managed to intensify when she encountered more rabid animals in the area that were competing for food. It took several more deaths for Ren to finally realize that perhaps this was not just a dream, and the world was built so that there is no end to existence.

Her stay at the junkyard must have not been over a week, but while she was there, each passing minute at the ward was excruciating for Ren. She was always left hungry and had no time to relax with all the animals around. There was no enjoyment, and through her fear and lack of power and control she developed frustration. It was probably on the fourth day when she had decided to lash out on a colony of ants. Mammals and birds were too scary for the girl, while insects were much more weaker and smaller in size. They were they only animal within reach and the only critter Ren had the power to kill so they were chosen out of all others. She did not think twice during the massacre, believing they would respawn immediately. Alas, the ants did not return to life. She learned animals were not built the same way and there were unfortunate exceptions to respawning; this discovery was a regretful one. Having experienced it, death was painful, and unlike humans, animals only had one chance at life. Of course they would do everything they can to live.

As afraid and powerless Ren still was, she was no longer resentful toward animals and the guilty, unruly sobbing that followed was what helped a Ward Police find her that day. They were sent out and stationed to rid of a monster raid in the 16th ward for the next few days, they were not expecting to find a lost child in the middle of a junk yard. Thanks to that, Ren had the opportunity to spend a few days with the team. It was strictly kept to professional interaction, but the members were kind. Ren was fed and was made aware of where she was and the existence of monsters. The fact Ren did not encounter one despite being in the outermost ward was absurd luck according to the adults. The police had many more stories to tell, and there seemed to be more to the world than she had ever imagined.

Eventually Ren was been taken out of the 16th ward and into the 7th ward to be put in an orphanage. The institution was one of the ones on the better end with education program and she was in a better place now, but being the cry baby she was, the farewell was made bittersweet.

As the years passed and Ren grew in the orphanage, she was better educated and more in sync with society. News and breakthroughs from Primordial Paradox occasionally made it's way to the children in the orphanage, and Ren had always managed to catch them. It was the one of the few things that Ren remembered the ward police members mentioning. No matter what it took, Ren wanted to see them again and to be a part of it to give back and be of some use, and sure enough, her applying and being accepted into Primordial Paradox at the age of 18 and keeping her work steady has paid off.

Trivia

 * VC: 1kazuchi
 * Likes:
 * Anything that can be preserved or recorded:
 * Photographs / pictures
 * Movies / shows / videos
 * Books / prints
 * Dolls
 * Dry flowers
 * Resin
 * Scrapbooking, journaling, and writing letters
 * Going outside (not a fan of staying indoors)
 * Stories
 * Dislikes:
 * Mirrors
 * Maze
 * Sleeping / dreams
 * Has aphantasia
 * Struggles to draw / illustrate because of it
 * Does see vivid dreams
 * For items that are a ‘one time use’ (ex: stickers) she has the habit of keeping at least 2 of each
 * Ren isn't a collector of any sort, but she does have a lot of stuff
 * Her healing process is below average / heals slower than normal
 * Sun burns happen very often
 * Appears shy, but Ren socializes a lot
 * Very afraid of animals (zoophobia), but Rensyui doesn’t dislike them
 * Has a fascination toward technology, weapons, and magic
 * Animal cyborgs / androids scare / upset / trigger her however
 * Always has to have someone near her while she sleeps (gets nightmares otherwise)